Sunday, November 28, 2010

Fear of Change

For some people the word "change" has no affect on them. For me I would say change is something I am still learning about. I have three semesters November is ending soon, grad school search will be beginning, possibly moving to a different state, being on my own....All of these thoughts run through my head.  I feel like life is moving so fast and all I can do is watch everything change. So many wonderful things are happening in every ones life and I don't know where I stand or be in the future. The "unknown" is a concept that I struggle with and sometimes hard for me to handle the thought of it. I feel like I am just waiting for something to happen that will be big. There is a lot that I don't understand about what is happening in my life. I don't like it that I will don't be graduating with my class in May 2011 and my roommate (roommates for all 4yrs)  will be gone while I have to go through another semester. I think a lot of the possibility of loneliness and idleness. I'm so nervous about everything, but I have been taking my anxieties about the future to the Father. I'm asking Him to take away my fears about the future. I need not to worry about tomorrow but let it worry about itself. Asking the Lord for peace about what is unknown and to know that no matter what happens God is always with me.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Thanksgiving Pictures

                                                                           Jess and Me

Jess and her Mom

Jess and her daddy
Sweet Potato Pie

Glazed Ham

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Happy Thanksgiving!!!

I hope that everyone has a great Thanksgiving Day. I know we all have something we are thankful for and we should all appreciate what we have. I am thankful for family and friends. Thankful that my niece is well and healthy. I thank God for all that He was done and continues to do.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Lets Pray...

 Please pray for South and North Korea. Also pray for my friend and who is in South Korea for teaching English.

My Random Picture

Taken on Campus, Early in the Morning

Monday, November 22, 2010

Make War!!! (John Piper)


“I hear so many Christians murmuring about their imperfections and their failures and their addictions and their short-comings, And I see so little war! ‘Murmur, murmur, murmur… Why am I this way?’ MAKE WAR!”

John Piper

Tuesday, November 02, 2010


"You can't behave your way to peace with God because behavior isn't your core problem, your sinful heart, which controls your behavior, is".-Paul Tripp

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Journal Entry # 12 - Frustrated

Abba I feel hopeless, weak and frustrated. I ask that you would help me. Take me and free up my mind of things that are not of You. Direct ...